The holidays went so fast, and I was in three different states for each one at the end of 2005. Thanksgiving in San Francisco, Christmas in Seattle, and New Years in Raleigh, NC. What a freakin whirlwind!! It was just enough time to say hi and then leave.
It is now 2006, and I have decided that I'm tired of not knowing what to do with my life.
I know the things I'm interested in, but don't have a clue about what to do about the long term picture!? I do know there are people out there that refuse to face that feeling, and they go their entire lives working mindless jobs that do NOT make them happy.
At least this puts me in the category of "not completely, and utterly lost."
It is now time to realize that I do too much for others. I am constantly keeping my friends entertained, and always filling my schedule with get-togethers, and social functions. Now, this is not an entirely bad thing, but it is when I feel like I am not doing enough for myself.
I came to this conclusion after much discusion with my boyfriend. I am now determined to figure out what I want to do wth my life (maybe becoming a teacher) and to get healthy, and maintain a healthy weight for my frame. This is for me!!
Happiness is key, and the key to Happiness is using your gifts to help others.
JP
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